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Hair: Ponytail.
Clothes: Shirt & Shorts. lolz
Make up: None.
Eating: Nothing.
Drinking: Water.
Wanting: School holidays...
Loving: MUAH Daniel ;)
Hating: School
Thinking: "I am doomed."
Listening to: Hyori - One Two Three n Four
Talking to: Daniel, Meg, Liz, Joce, Jason and Pipzilla
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STEALING ; fucking poor bastard

03.28.04 (10:54 pm) [edit]

Came home today, only to find out my Mom's wallet has been stolen. It's really fucking sad of people to do this. Yeah sure you maybe fucking poor or less fortunate then us, but to fucking steal ... YOU'RE A FUCKING JACKASS, whoever stole my Mom's wallet. My Mom went to do some grocery shopping, she usually leaves her wallet UNDER all the groceries, hidden away. She always does this, but I guess today was just unlucky for her. You might think it's wrong to leave your wallet in the trolley, fair enough, but still, you just don't fucking STEAL..

Fuck I'm so pissed, she only went a few metres away from the trolley, she only found out when a lady told her. FUCK YOU whoever stole it !!! My mom is now fucking upset, crying...
she had some important stuff in there I guess... ARGH . From now on, I'm gonna go grocery shopping with her after school, whether she likes it or not... fucking IDIOT whoever stole it.

My Mom will now NEVER leave her wallet in the trolley , she'll always have it with her now, guess this taught her a lesson...

ARGH .. my mom lost hundreds of dollars, that ASSHOLE. If I find out who is so gonna kick that pricks crutch 10billion fucking times, if that still doesn't satisfy me, I'll beat his head with my metal bat.
I hope the police has enough evidence AND description of the guy, but then it's quite unlikely that her wallet will be returned AND everything else that was in it..

And for that fucking LOW LIFE ASS HOLE, just wait you'll get you're judgement day, DICK, JUSTICE will be done.

*evil laugh* *creepy music plays* o.O

OH and thanks to JASoooon for cheering me up yesterday...!! hahaha.. mustve been a pain eh

:shock:

QUIZZEZ ; what boredom does to ya ___

03.23.04 (4:01 am) [edit]

[b]___ ; [/b]What Kind of Angel Are you?

pure

Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.

What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla

[b]____ ;[/b] Do You Live For Gossip ?

[i]Your Score is: 15[/i]

[b]10-14 In The Know[/b]
You like to know what's going on, but it's not the be all and end all. You know how to keep a friend's secret � most of the time � and you know that rumours can hurt people's feelings, but every now and then you are guilty of uttering the words, "Hey, have you heard�". Try to be a little bit more discreet when necessary and you'll be on the right track.

[b]____ ;[/b] Are You A Drama Queen ?

[i]Your Score is: 15 [/i]

[b]10-14 Balancing Babe[/b]
You seem to be pretty good at dealing with situations. When something goes wrong, you do something about it and then move on. It's emotional stability at its finest.

[b]____ ;[/b]

[i]Your Score is: 15[/i]

[b]10-14 Positive Thinker[/b]
You acknowledge the negatives but prefer to focus on the positives, which is a great way to go through life. That way, when things get stormy, your life jacket is ready to go. Positive thinking reaps positive results.

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ok funny how I took most of the quizzes in [url =http://dolly.ninemsn.com.au]Dolly[/url] , and all my score are 15.

Anyway, time for sleep.

<3 endless __ >

UNREAL TOURNAMENT ; 2oo4 __

03.23.04 (3:29 am) [edit]

Ok, I've decided to advertise UT2k4 more! I love this game, got addicted to the first one Unreal Tournament and still addicted.

For those who don't know what UT (Unreal Tournament) is, it's a First Person Shooter action game. It has several game modes, DM(Deathmatch), CTF(Capture The Flag), DOM(Domination) , AS(Assualt) and LMS (Last Man Standing)
When UT2k3 came out, I didn't like it at ALL...it was soo different to UT, game play was soo similiar to Quake ( the game engine ) and that's why I hated it. It didn't have Assault either!!
BUT UT2004 OWNZ !! With new games modes such as BR (Bombig Run) and Ons (Onslaught). And now they've brought back AS, better than ever!!! But won't beat Ons!!

UT:2004 Review

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[i]While there's a whopping total of 10 different game modes, assault and onslaught are bound to get the most attention. The new onslaught mode is the biggest departure from past UT games, and it sets up team battles for 10 to 32 players on large outdoor maps. At first glance, the expansive, rolling terrain might look a lot like Tribes 2 or Halo, and like these games, there are maps big enough to make running from point-to-point seem prohibitively slow. But a few key innovations keep the pace fast, and as powerful as the vehicles are, those on foot are far from helpless. [/i]
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ONSLAUGHT RULES!

There are now vehicles in the game, which is REALLY awesome, graphics are mad! Here's a few screenies:
Pic
Pic2 - Vehicle
Pic3
Credits to: PC Games
^^^^^^^^^ That's a direct link to another review on UT2004. More info about the types of game modes.

Well enough of UT, I must be making you fal asleep... heh. I'll write somehting more interesting tomorrow!

NEOPENS ; coming to Australia _

03.22.04 (10:54 pm) [edit]

Yes, Aussies out there LOL Neopens are comin' our way [b]March 29, 2oo4[/b] ... check this out lolz.

If you are signed up to neopets you'd have probably received an email about it. hehe

I quote "Currently available in Australia and New Zealand ONLY!!"

I am soo gonna get one. Hope there's more colors to go with it !! w00tz0rZ!
Not quite a big Neopets fan, but they're soo CUTE ^^

KETTLE CHIPS ; again o.O

03.22.04 (4:14 am) [edit]

DY
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[b]Listening to:[/b] Ayumi Hamasaki - No way to say
[b]Talking to:[/b] Jason, Anna
[b]Wearing:[/b] Shirt and Shorts
[b]Eating/Drinking:[/b] Kettle Chips and Coke o.O
[b]Thinking:[/b] " Can't wait till wednesday!..."

[b]Wanting:[/b] To FINISH my Religion Assignment!

I really need to stop eating kettle chips at 10:30pm at night! I did it the other night too haha�
I�m watching Sex and the City ( I don�t usually ), but there was nothing else to watch. I�m studying for my Maths Algebra Review Test tomorrow! While eating KETTLE CHIPS (Chilli) and drinking coke� hahaha. I�m really sleepy right now, slept at midnight last night, only had 6 hours of sleep. It�s not enough !! And guess what�I still haven�t started on my religion assignment! TOMORROW, I promise to start on it and FINISH it by tomorrow, so I can start on my speech and practice! I hate speeches!

Today at school I had Geography, Religion, Double Computing Studies, PDH and Maths.
Geography was boring as usual, a lot of work and writing notes! Damn you Daniel and Jona� (I do not like �HIM� Jonathan!!).
Religion was BORING. My teacher had a spasm attack I swear. She asked who did there homework, a couple �attempted� at it which she said was ok. I say BULLSHIT! LOLZ. She gave us a lecture AGAIN about our School Certificate BLAH BLAH, How we should start doing our homework or start regretting and look back and wish you HAD done your homework�or something like that, wasn�t quite listening thanks to SHANE annoying the hell out of me.
Anyway, during recess, Dexter was talking about their great time on Saturday, how Mel, Meg, Kyla, Philip and him went to Wonderland. Hahaha Hilarious�!! Told you MEL was a BLONDE! Yes I do SORT OF regret not going�so you can stop rubbing it in Dex! I was quite busy during Saturday�.. NOT. If you read my old entry on Saturday you�d know why! O.o
Alika that BUM has a camera phone!

Siemens though buahaha� damn you still!! Stuck with my 6610 ! Waiting for my bro to give me his Samsung Camera Flip Phone!! With that video camera thingy!! I so want that!! Grrr..
Anyway, had Computing Studies next�Sir collected our books and he gave me freaking 3 for my bookwork, WHEN most of my book was complete dammit!! It says no glossary ?! The glossary WAS THERE!!!! *RAWR* As usual, lesson was BORING farken�we weren�t allowed on the computers��

LUNCH! Some certain someone was SUPPOSE to ask some certain other someone OUT!

We gave them alone time (opportunities) but did that person ask?! Nooo�. But then again I guess it was obvious we were trying to get them alone. Yeah Dex! That was the lamest excuse ever hahahaha �Oh look is that pants on the tree� (or something like that) �Let�s go have a look� . I mean come on ?! hahahaha� AND how did the subject that they were MY pants on the tree ?!?! And I wear the same pants as Dex ?!
My pants �PSSHH I don�t wear the boys Uniform FOOLS

haha !!

PDH and MATHS .. BORING!!! Almost feel asleep during PDH. And Maths� well I feel sorry for the teacher. His pretty new, and a GOOD teacher. But his accent, people are making fun of it in class. It�s annoying!! Were trying to learn here peoples!! GOSH!

Anyways I don�t remember what else I did today LOL! BAH � 11:00pm!! Gonna study more�

[i]<3 endless _[/i]>
ps. Highlight of the day! � Oh are those pant�s on the tree � hahaha LAME DEX! LAME

R.I.P ; losing a special someone

03.21.04 (10:17 pm) [edit]

DY

Losing someone so close and special to you is a BIG loss... and to some people can be very emotional. I for one have not yet experienced losing someone close to me, but hey it's part of life. It'll happen to everyone eventually, whether we like it or not. A friend of mine has just lost her Grandmother, I don't know what to say but I'm really sorry for her loss... but it's always good to look back and think of the good memories. I think the hardest part is letting go ... it's like, you love that person so much and you'll never see, or talk to them again.. to never laugh and smile with that person again ..
But then when you think about it, that person wouldn't want you to be sad or depressed for the rest of your life, they'd want you to just keep smiling to keep living life with no sadness or worries.

I know it takes time to get over it, like I said, I haven't experienced this sort of thing yet, I really wouldn't want to anytime soon... But if I was in someone else's position, I'd look in the positive side, yes I would cry, CRY to let out my pain. For me crying eases my pain inside.. . that's just how I feel. Yes I would be sad, because I've just LOST someone so special in my life..

People who are really close to me will know I'm a pretty emotional person. Stuff like this I'll probably cry my eyes out.

Thinking about this sort of stuff, like losing my grandparents, who I haven't seen for 7 yrs now, and my family (dad, mom and bro) or anyone who I am close with, just makes me sad... and worry what will happen if I lose any of them. My Dad's parents are gone already, I never even got a chance to meet them.

Anyways to anyone out there, who have lost people in their life, may they R.I.P and live happily in the AfterLife.

If anyone disagrees or have any comments/suggestions, you're welcome.

HAW HAW ; kettle chips anyone?

03.21.04 (3:38 am) [edit]

*munch* *munch* lolz , it's 10:10pm here in Australia and I'm eating Kettle Chips o.O and drinking coke lolz.. I had the urge to eat something :? .

Well, I kept my word and did some serious studying for once.. I have a maths algebra review test this Tuesday. Not worried though, it'll be easy :P . Just worried about the Trigonometry Exam I have on the 30th of March..
I still haven't done my Religion Assignment !!! I've chosen to do Euthanasia... It's an essay and speech about the catholics views and such..

Watching The Fast and The Furious on Channel Ten... wo0o0o Paul Walker is such a babe. :P

I don't know why but, I can't wait to go to school tomorrow ?! Weird...don't usually feel like this... haha hmm I think it's the coke..

I went to Mt Druitt today with my bro, because he wanted to buy stuff for his new car. Hahaha we passed the Supre store and I saw the $10 tops sale, went to grab my bros hand to drag him in there (didn't bring my wallet) but grabbed an old man instead ?! HOW EMBARESSING, worst part is I swore lolz " Oh Fuck Sorry " hahaha, didn't notice my bro was like 3 metres away already .. I was laughing my head off, but the man didn't look like he was in a good mood so I ran as quicky as possible! That has happened twice already....
I didn't get to buy the $10 top as well :(

Here's some pics for you guys :)

This is my bro's NEW car.

This was his OLD car

His new car is LOOKING good ;) I'm loving it also haha, it's so big and spacy inside o0o0o aaaahhhhh !
It's a Honda Civic.. 2000 model I think hehe.

Anyway's joined some fanlisting/cliques/webrin gs today!
More coming soon hopefully..

It's 10:32pm, haven't finished my commerce homework .. argh. I KNOW tomorrow I won't be waking up early :roll: .

Comments ! ;)

<3 endless _>

KISS ; Because I'm a Girl

03.20.04 (11:48 pm) [edit]

Ok guys, this song isn't new or anything, but I absolutely LOVE it. It's korean but I got the translated lyrics for you. The music video is a must WATCH. SO SAD ! :cry: Yes I cried !! Not ashamed of it lolz ... [ I'm a SUCKER for soapies ] :P You can download the music video in Kazaa . Or [url=http://www.nanokiero.com/kmtv...]here[/url]. But you have to be registered :)
This is there [url=http://kiss.istar.co.kr]Official Homepage[/url] .
Note: It's not in english.
ENJOY!!!

[b]Kiss - Because I'm a Girl (Translated) [/b]
Credits : FFLove

i just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
i believed those words and i was so happy

chorus:
you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but i couldn't see that and you just rushed me(??)
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

chorus

narration:
Hey babe
the pain
it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but i know now
i've been blind
you told me that youd never let me down
whenever i needed you you'd always be here
i can forgive but i cant forget
even though you hurt me
i still love you
i still love you

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

HARRY POTTER POA ; June 4, 2oo4

03.20.04 (3:52 pm) [edit]

I went to [url=www.mugglenet.com]MuggleNet[/url] to check out the latest news of HP, since I haven't looked in there in AGES . Yes I'm a big HP Fan 8) . I've been kinda neglecting HP due to my busy schedules .. anyways. for Harry Potter fans, take a look at these Pictures and Info on HP I found in mugglenet :P

[url=http://www.mugglenet.com/imag...]Pic1[/url]
[url=http://www.mugglenet.com/imag...]Pic2[/url]
[url=http://www.mugglenet.com/imag...]Pic3[/url]
[url=http://www.mugglenet.com/imag...]Pic4[/url]
[url=http://www.mugglenet.com/imag...]Pic5[/url]

Ahh doesn't Daniel look awesome there :o lolz HAW HAW
I use to read HP fan fics all the time haha . After reading the 5th book last year I HAD to read more HP, so fan fics were my last hope!
I found this link at Hogwarts.nexcess.net

Live Chat With JK Rowling
http://www.worldbookdayfestival.com/2004/jkrowling_chat.html" title="http://www.worldbookdayfestival.com/2004/jkrowling_chat.html" target="_blank"http://www.worldbookdayfestiv...

And here's one interesting question I read.
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[i]Kelpie_8: Will the two way mirror Sirius gave Harry ever show up again?
JK Rowling replies - Ooooo good question. There's your answer.[/i]
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So Sirius lovers out there, he MAY still be alive, I don't know. But after reading the 5th book, my theories were:
- He may still be alive, just stuck in that veil
- He really is truly dead
- Harry will go back in the Ministry of Magic and check out the veil himself
- Sirius is stuck there forever. ( remember when Luna could hear voices? Not sure, maybe his able to go back ...)

Theres alot more theories out there...guess we'll just have to find out when te 6th books comes out. :shock:

Btw guys, check out the Official US Prisoner of Azkaban Poster
http://www.mugglenet.com/images/poaposter3.jpg" title="http://www.mugglenet.com/images/poaposter3.jpg" target="_blank"http://www.mugglenet.com/imag...
Source: www.mugglenet.com

Wooooo can't wait for PoA to be released !!!!!
All three look better than in the last movies ... seeing as they've grown up, Tom Felton's looking great :P :lol: .

Anyway, might add a few later. It's only 10:30am here in Australia.

LAZINESS ; argh ..

03.20.04 (3:47 am) [edit]

[b]Listening to:[/b] Ayumi Hamasaki - Appears
[b]Talking to:[/b] Jason, Rene, Jocelyn
[b]Wearing:[/b] Shirt and Shorts
[b]Eating/Drinking:[/b] Nothing
[b]Thinking:[/b] " Today has gone too fast..."
[b]Wanting:[/b]To figure out my feelings for someone.

[b][i]___ BLEH [/i][/b]

Today was boring as hell. Woke up at 6am, damn alarm clock was on for some reason, couldn't go back to sleep. :cry: So I just went on the computer to download UT2k4, decided to leave the computer on and TRY and go back to sleep, only had 5 hours of sleep dammit.. went to CHECK who's online on MSN then POOF 5-7 windows popped up... spent an hour or more chatting to friends! A friend invited me to play Bunny Tracks on Unreal Tournament, then I spent another 3 hours playing .... didn't even notice how long I've been on the computer... so that's 4 hours wasted.. I should be doing my Religion Assessment Task !! And also my stock pile of hoemwork and assignments GEEZZ ... school sux :cry: LOLz ..

After that 4 hours of USELESS crap, had a shower and had Mi Goreng for breakfast. Haven't had that in a looonnng time..^_^ yuummm

Nothing interesting really happened today... didn't do crap, just walked around the house lolz .. I actually planned to stay at home all day and catch up on my homework and assignments AND STUDY .. but just became LAZY all of a sudden .. :shock:

Went to church with me brother. Didn't go in the last 2 weeks... overslept in the morning lolz.. So decided to go today. First time this year I went on a Saturday :P . I usually go on Sundays with my dad.
It was SO bloody HOT !
Saw some of my friends at church, they didn't see me because me and my bro stood behind the church 'cause there were hardly any seats left :P HOY we weren't the only ones standng up :x

We had chicken for dinner. Takeway, from Big Chiefs :P My Dad was busy fixing up something outside so he couldn't prepare something and Mom was at work. But it's cool hehe I'll eat anything :wink:

So TOMORROW . I will DEFINITELY do my religion and STUDY for my upcoming exams LOL !!! :twisted:

_ mae

WOOHOO / new here

03.19.04 (9:21 pm) [edit]

Hey guys, finally signed up... now just to learn how this thing works lolz.
Anyways, those who want to add me to their tfriends list, your welcome, I'll glady accept. :)

I'll write up a new one soon, once I fix up some stuff :shock:

__ mae