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two faced jerk / selfish prick ; the blinded coward that he is ...

08.20.04 (3:15 am) [edit]

Is it really important what people think of you? Do you really care what others think of you, whether it's your personality or appearance? Ok maybe it is, but what if those people judging you are stupid idiots who just like to torment people, bullies or attention seeking pricks? Would you care then? Is it really important to gain their respect, that you want them to think of you as a 'cool' person so you don't want to be labelled as 'uncool' or 'nerd'? That's different from wanting smart, intelligent, good moralled(?) people whatever to gain your respect, because that's what really counts, not some stupid jocks. (no not you joce buahaha)
Not everyone can like each other for who they are. Not everyone can like you for who you are. Not everyone can see you as you want them to see you. Not everyone can treat you how you would like them treat you. Not everyone will respect you. Because life doesn't work that way. There will always be love and hate.

And then there are those people who try too hard not to be labelled a name they don't want to be, they try to be someone else or they try too hard to be accepted and just look like a fool instead or they betray their own friends because of their own selfish choices and motives. And then there's other's who simply don't give a flying fuck. Those people are their own selves; they have respect for who they are, what they are, and what they represent as a human being. They do what they want; they say what they want regardless of what other people may think.

Those who are SO desperate to be accepted and do whatever they can to be, are often too blinded to see what's right and wrong anymore. And instead it corrupts them, and sometimes leads them to betray their OWN friends. Those friends who trusted that person, who thought of that person their 'friend', who cared about that person and to only be betrayed, dissed and insulted...backstabbed. The reason? I myself don't 100% understand. But this is what I think.

Now this group of people have their own ideas, opinions, thoughts, personality.. each and everyone one of them different. It WILL cause conflicts one way or another, big or small, either because of different points of views and choices etc it will also be resolved by the end of the day. If not, then a week whatever. This group have their own personalities and ways to show it without second guessing what other people may think to say. Maybe some do...but not as bad they would try to be someone they are not. Sometimes things they do can be humiliating. And maybe shameful. But they do it in purpose. They do it because of their own choices. They do it because they don't care. They do it because it's who they are. They do it because they SIMPLY don't fucking care what others think. Because most of the time it's a JOKE. Most of the time it is NOT serious. Most of the fucking time they're just playing around. And most of the fucking time it's all FUN and GAMES. But one other person is humiliated. Ashamed. Disgraced. Of their own friends. But I ask... why hang with people you feel ashamed of and humiliated?

Ok maybe it is understandable. That I can understand. But to then insult the individual members of the group is one thing. You mess with one, you're messing with the rest. To slander and offend someone, and mean it, is something no one is going to bloody take. And then to ask for one's apology and to say you regret it, is too late. What you've said will always be remembered and will never be forgotten and possibly NEVER be forgiven. Especially if you hurt that person. And especially if you hurt more than one. And then to be given a chance and throw it away as if you don't give a fuck anymore and to just change your mind like it's something of unimportance I, MYSELF find as a TWO FACED ASSHOLE. You insult someone and mean it, then regret it and expect to be forgiven and everything will go back to the way it was, won't ever happen. Why? Because not only have you hindered you're relationship with that person but you've also destroyed their trust. The trust they've willingly given you that has gone stronger every passing year to be only destroyed and possibly never gain back. Yes you’re friends again, but it will never be the same again. Breaking someone's trust, then to antagonize and ridicule, mean it, and regret and apologize is fucking hilarious. Then given a chance to fix this fucking mess and throw it like it’s nothing anymore; and another reason to be hated is even more fucking hilarious. I’m even laughing my ass off here. It’s so funny I simply don’t care anymore.Some of you have no idea where I’m headed and some do. But what I’m saying is:

- Everyone is different, you can’t go on living in this world without hating, loving someone.
- No one will gain everyone’s respect; ‘coz one way or another we will do something to be disliked. As I said above. “Everyone is different.”
- Trying too hard to be accepted and being someone you’re not makes you a fool.
- Dissing your friends because you don’t want to be labelled something you don’t want is two faced, and not be decent enough to say it, is cowardice.
- To then insult your friends and mean every single word of it, then just realized you regret everything, and try to apologize makes you a fool.
- To be given a chance to reconcile and throw the one chance and to forget about it makes you even more of a fool. Actually worse. You’re dirt. Actually, you’re not worth the dirt beneath my shoe.

I seriously don’t care anymore. You know who you are. I wish I could say this to your face but your probably just gonna walk away like you did the first time. So read:

Thank you for finally letting out the truth about how you feel. I’m glad you said the things you’ve said because being friends with someone who was FAKE, DECIEVING, BACKSTABBING, and altogether TWO FACED makes me ASHAMED and feel HUMILIATED that I’ve allowed someone to deceive me so easily, and to easily give my trust upon you which I regret so much. Thank you for making me realize and also some of the others what you really think of us, thank you for being truthful! Thank you for thinking about only yourself. Only about your feelings because it’s all about you. Not just us, all you. Because you’re almighty i-am-god-bow-down-before- me who will stand for no crap. Because it’s all about YOU. YOU. YOU. YOU. It’s all about how you feel right? Your own feelings, just yours. Not anyone else’s, just yours. I get it now. This is about you, about how we humiliated you and shamed you, because your feelings are more important than others. Thank you for thinking only for yourself. I also like to ask: What happened? What changed? Why now? Did you plan this? Did it work out? Are you taking acting lessons, if so can I have your agency’s number? Are you happy now?

So well done. Nice job. Great work. I congratulate your achievement of me despising you. You think of me harsh do you? Bitch who just doesn’t understand? Think about what you’ve said. What you’ve done. Ok you think we do the same to another specific person eh? Well think about this, at least the other person is decent enough to respect another person’s feeling. At least the other person values our friendship. At least the other person isn’t ashamed or humiliated of us. At least the other person doesn’t insult us and actually mean it.

But hear this. I won’t stand for your bull shit.

Judge me all you want but keep the fucking verdict to yourself.

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EDIT FOR THE FREAKING HUNDRETH TIME

OMFG If it's not Daniel than just say who you are you SPINELESS DICK. Hiding behind an alias.. haha you're worse than Daniel..... :P But seriously I don't care, you can go off and wank yourself

EDIT:

Just for Daniel. ( and more rants courtesy of the ignorant person. )

I don't understand why people just can't mind their own business. If you won't listen to what I say on MSN then I might as well just tell you here.

This isn't just about that ONE day, or that ONE bitch. This is something more. He insulted us. First calling us humiliating. Shameful. Then calling us WEAK. He might as well call us goody nerds who follow the rules all the time. Ok so what if we do? We want to. We get teased. We ignore it. Because we want to. Because you know why? We don't take it seriously, this is just high school. A place of learning if you've forgotten, not a battelfield. What he said in the beginning about that reflection day didn't take it seriously and some did. I didn't take it seriously because at first I thought it was some kind of joke. I was the first one to read it out of the group, and I didn't really care at first because I thought he didn't mean it. Then I find out he really did. But I didn't really care at all because as some say it's "understandable". Yes it is understandable, but to then insult us? Call us weak. Passive. And who knows what else he thinks of us: it’s un-called for. His basically calling us LOSERS. And that we let people trample on us. And that even year eight kids pick on us, even though we’re older and in year 10 that we should do something about it. We don’t let people trample on us, because we simply don’t care. That’s what the losers want, they want us to care. By caring we’re giving them the satisfaction of giving them what they want. And you “the person” tell us that we should care? What’s that going to achieve? Let me tell you.
By showing them we care the more they will have the satisfaction of knowing how easily we’re provoked and how we get so easily irritated and pissed that they’ll keep doing it again and again. Because that’s what they want, to annoy us. And you say we should? They do it to other groups as well; do you see them doing something about it? No THEY DON’T, because they have common sense like us. And do you notice how they’re the IDIOT group that’s doing all the annoying things? But I think this is all about reputation for “the person”. Isn’t that right? Because he doesn’t want to look like a loser and weak. And once again it’s all about HIM, HIS feelings, all about HIM.

So Daniel, don’t speak for him. I believe he has his own mouth to use and I sure hope he knows how to use it. He has his own legs to use to come up to us and tell us whatever he wants to tell us. If he wanted to apologize he’ll tell us, if he wanted to fix this whole mess up he can do it himself. He doesn’t need a tool like you. Don’t say you’re not speaking for him because you bloody well are. OPEN your fucking eyes for once Daniel. You keep telling us to forgive and forget it, to stop this fighting and just kiss and make up. Don’t speak for him, because quite frankly you’re only sounding stupid and a fool which reflects back on him. We can’t just forgive and forget. People took it seriously, and people did get hurt. People can’t just forgive him straight away, it needs time and now I don’t think some will ever forgive him.
I don’t hold grudges long but: Every word he has said, every reaction and every freaking insult is practically imprinted in my mind. And to just forgive and forget? I can’t. I won’t.

You keep saying it’s stupid and pointless, if it is then why can’t you do us all a favour and mind your own freaking business and stay the fuck out. You say stuff you don’t even understand, and I bet most of the things you say, you don’t even understand yourself. You think you do. But you don’t.

My reply to Daniel's comment.

EDIT:

And who are you? Why don't you actually just tell us who you are instead of hiding behind an alias, and come waltzing here like you know all the facts. I know who you are.
What do you think this is? A fucking joke? Grow up Daniel no one's laughing.

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You may or may not know who I am, but this is what i have to say on the matter, I know whats going on in your little group. And your all as bad as eachother. Get over it, if he made a mistake because the simple fact is hes the one that could be hurt at the end of the day.
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I know who you fucking are. You say you know what's going on ??? You have got to be kidding me. OMG ROFLMFAO. You don't know JACK SHIT ! And now you're talking about facts?? You don't know the facts you imbecile. Get over it? Why don't YOU get over a bridge and fuck off 'cause this has got nothing to do with you. And yet you're here implying shit you don't know about. Bad as each other? There you go again saying shit you don't understand. You think you understand this situation don't you??? Let me tell you something... YOU DON'T. Him hurt? He hurt ALL of us. I'm certainly over it, but it seems like you can't see that, because to me his now just another face in the crowd. I've already posted what I thought about it. But you, you keep coming here and telling us what's right and wrong, what we should do, who the fuck do you think you are? A counsellor??? More like an idiot. You are an idiot.

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You can cry all you want about how he turned hes back on you's. well maybe he was saving himself and you's. I've been in practically every situation you have. And dont think for a second that I'm making this up because for once, you need to stop acting like you's are the intelligent people you think you's are and start being like everyone else.
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Yes maybe his saving himself from us, he should be happy then that his finally gotten ridden of us. Maybe you've been in every situation, but have you ever thought you just don't fucking understand this one??? OMG how many times must I have to repeat myself. MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.
Intelligent? Who says we're acting intelligent we're only saying what's true and what we're feeling. Your replies are anything but intelligent. It's stupid, pointless, unintelligent and fucking so dense and obtuse.
Start being like everyone else? Ok did you just pick that from out of your ass, 'cause it sure isn't fathomable? What exactly do you mean by that? Be like everyone else and be different from whom we are now? Fuck you.

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Not everyone is the same, but when a cool person ignores you or teases you, its not because their jelous, its because of the way you treat them.
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And how do we treat them? You post all this shit; you don’t even back up what you’re trying to say.

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I know i kind of wadered off on what i was saying but what i'm trying to say is, i know people that want to hit him, and what i heard was happening may have sounded fun could have got him bashed.
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People wanting to hit him and bashing him? That has got nothing to do with us. We didn’t go off and hire a bully for 50c to go and bash him up for us. That’s his problem we have nothing to do with it, we’ve kept this problem only to ourselves…as in the group. We’ve only had to tell YOU because you’re so ignorant you can’t understand what we’re trying to tell you.

Daniel, you can keep doing your stupid charade because frankly we’re not going to listen to what you’re going to say or do what you’re trying to make us to, but I’m just going to keep throwing it back at you. I know you’re only trying to help. But look: We don’t want it. You’re not help at all you’re only a nuisance. So do us a favor, shut the fuck up and stick you’re head in someone else’s business because 1. You’re not welcome here. 2. You don’t know what hell you’re on about 3. We didn’t ask for your help … and 4. You’re replies are vague and futile.

Fine by me if you want to keep it up. But at least respect the others by doing what they’re trying to tell you. But I’m only going to keep throwing it back at you.

posted by: aurora (reply)
post date: 08.20.04 (3:31 am)

Whoah, Go May!!!!!

You go girl! Seriously, you on fire!!!!

And by the way, I totally agree with you on what you said about "you know who" and no mate, don't start thinking your lord voldemort!!

Everything May said in this entry is 100% true!! so if anyone disagrees, then your a dumb cunt!!

posted by: m3 (reply)
post date: 08.20.04 (3:32 am)

You're so true. Backstabbing people can go away and never talk to us again - frankly because they don't deserve anyone, anyone at all.

I am just as pissed off as you are - even maybe more; because that sense of guilt and shame does not fall upon me - I do not care, he can go and get injured and see if I give a fudge. Would I? Fudge no.

He deserves every single bit of dirt was that blown into his face. Who does he have now? No one... he knows that he can't get as close to anyone like our group with anyone else.

He brought this along himself... he should've saw it coming.

He cries and begs on hands and knees to take him back - next day we walks off as if he's got someone else.

That someone else doesn't have a memory for more than 3 seconds and looks like one too.

You know who you are and if you're reading this: Shame on you you worthless prick. Everyone hates you so don't bother coming back. Go wank off you loser.

Just goes to show who you're true friends are.

posted by: bountyhunt3r (reply)
post date: 08.20.04 (3:44 am)

ive got nothing to say to that scrawny, no good, pitiful excuse of a human being.

posted by: aurora (reply)
post date: 08.20.04 (3:46 am)

Hello!

Exactly right Dexter!

We might be portrayed as nerds, but if you think about it, we will get far more out of life than those chauvinistic cockheads you think you deserve to hang around!

Come to think of it, I highly doubt anyone would want a lying, backstabbing wanker such as yourself! Not in a relationship way, not in a proffessional way, not in a friendship way, not in any way!

And what was with you trying to look cool saying "I'm outta here!!" Mate, you need to get some reality smacked into your head!

And if your reading this, I bet your thinking "Oh Thomas, Shut up! Your this, Your that!" Well, the difference between you and me is that I admit that I am an asshole and I know who I am, but with you, you don't know who you are and your stuck in a little fantasy world where you believe that you are beyond everyone else!

Goodbye! :)

posted by: bountyhunt3r (reply)
post date: 08.20.04 (4:09 am)

anyone still here? u wrote so much mei-chan, i'm trying to read it all!

posted by: other side of life (reply)
post date: 08.20.04 (7:15 am)

You may or may not know who I am, but this is what i have to say on the matter, I know whats going on in your little group. And your all as bad as eachother. Get over it, if he made a mistake because the simple fact is hes the one that could be hurt at the end of the day.

Some may remember hearing that jonaphan was getting picked on in pdh, well from what i heard, it wasn't because hes smart. But because what happened earlier that day. When your little group was having a little fantasy gathering.

You can cry all you want about how he turned hes back on you's. well maybe he was saving himself and you's. I've been in practically every situation you have. And dont think for a second that I'm making this up because for once, you need to stop acting like you's are the intelligent people you think you's are and start being like everyone else.

Not everyone is the same, but when a cool person ignores you or teases you, its not because their jelous, its because of the way you treat them.

I know i kind of wadered off on what i was saying but what i'm trying to say is, i know people that want to hit him, and what i heard was happening may have sounded fun could have got him bashed.

posted by: wogstadude (reply)
post date: 08.23.04 (12:17 am)

read the choclate war :) then compare it to the situation

posted by: endless (reply)
post date: 08.23.04 (12:38 am)

I'm not going to waste MY time to read some stupid crap. I say stupid because someone stupid advised it.
Daniel just shut up, this whole thing is over; I couldn't care less, so please shut the fuck up.

posted by: aurora (reply)
post date: 08.23.04 (10:20 pm)

Yeah Daniel.

*Glares at Daniel*

posted by: wogstadude (reply)
post date: 08.24.04 (12:05 am)

i'm horny

posted by: endless (reply)
post date: 08.24.04 (12:14 am)

me too...

*light bulb flashes on top*

OMG you know what would be fun ?!

ORGY!!

(this comment box is so STUFFED.. keeps posting crap TWICE .. :@ :@ )