sexual harrassment PANDA __ _ endless * torture


Blog For Free!


Archives
Home
2005 February
2004 September
2004 August
2004 July
2004 May
2004 April
2004 March

My Links
Alice's Blog
BountyHunter's Room
Chiana's Blog
Daniel's Blog
Dexter's Blog
idiotbubble's blog
Kae Ann's Blog
Faithful587's Blog
Fakingit's Blog
Godsmack's Blog
Falseexistense's Blog
Melannie's Blog
Meg's Blog
Thomas' Blog
Bittersweet Symphony
Cyber Tiger
Endless Graphics
FanFiction.NET
FictionPress.com
Hogwarts Castle // Forum
NanoKiero - Asian Media & Entertainment
Shiokaze.nu _ Listings
Star Kingdoms

tBlog
My Profile
Send tMail
My tFriends
My Images


Sponsored
Blog



_____________________

_____________________



` THE chick

Mae; Female; 16; Taurus; Australia; Pinay; 1/4 chinka; Single; Weird; Short; Bitch; Friendly; Sophisticated; Infatuated; Inquizitive; HP; LOTR; Kpop; Jpop; Music - RnB, Hip Hop, Rap, Classics, 80s; Bookworm; RPG; FPS;

_____________________

` right NOW

Hair: Ponytail.
Clothes: Shirt & Shorts. lolz
Make up: None.
Eating: Nothing.
Drinking: Water.
Wanting: School holidays...
Loving: MUAH Daniel ;)
Hating: School
Thinking: "I am doomed."
Listening to: Hyori - One Two Three n Four
Talking to: Daniel, Meg, Liz, Joce, Jason and Pipzilla
_____________________

Blogarama - The Blog Directory

Blogarama - The Blog Directory

Blurt It ! Site Promotion.

Process your (secure) HTML forms for free



_____________________

` MY adoptions


:: Strawberry Ice Cream :: :: Pucca :: :: Hello Kitty :: :: Bracelet :: :: Chocolate Pudding :: :: Cookie :: :: Icy Shake ` Vanilla * Orange :: :: Kitty Mobile 1 Orange :: :: Mouse :: :: Cute Puppy ::

I adopted a cute lil' death fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
*WAVES*
02.17.05 (11:35 pm)   [edit]

*WAVES*


I expect a wave back people. =P Come oonnn....


 


Bored. My day sucked. Actually...someone is starting to get on my nerves. A certain 'friend' ... not sure if I can consider that person a friend anymore. Fucking snob. You've changed.




 

 
There's nothing to really post .......
02.15.05 (9:34 pm)   [edit]
Well I don't really have anything interesting to type...so I don't know why I've already began to type this thing.... so I might...as...well...continue. o.O Heh?

I CUT MY HAIR! And it's bloody gay...awww. Short hair...does not suit me... in my opinion anyway. And Jona don't say it's NOT short... 'cause it is ALRIGHT?! I should've gotten a rat tail, like Anna suggested! Too late now.... Need to dye it again.... maybe I should just dye it back to black. Right now the colour is DULL... so it pretty much looks like I have dry hair - which I don't.... or do I? O.o

School..... is really starting to shit me, not just me but a lot of people now. I recieved my third assessment task already and more are coming up. 2 oral presentations and 1 exam for Maths. Not to mention mini assignments and homeworks to add to that. Oh and novels to read, stories to write, essays to do for English. I miss the school holidays already... maybe I'm just lazy? Or maybe the sickness I've been having for the past few days? Or both? Both.

I got my computer last December and already has full of crap in it LOL. I only have 10gb of space left out of 120gb... waahhh I need more space lolz. I passed my 10gb of download 2 weeks ago, so I slowed down after that and it's currently at 15gb. Muahaha. But I need to start downloading to get these movies and Meteor Garden episodes! Until telstra slows down my connection I'll stop. lolz. But since they haven't.....XD

Tired. Need sleep.

Ciao.

64 . 39 © ... m a e
 
LOL / hello to all you suckers
02.12.05 (12:04 am)   [edit]

Since when was the last time I updated? 09.14.04 .. wait no it's 14.09.04. Damn the american style date format system thingy! Well here's a brand new spankin' post by yours truly, Meg's bitch.


I was trying to login since last month...but my password was mysteriously... CHANGED. I tried doing that forgot password thing... so they sent me a new password. I tried to login and it wasn't even working! I got pissed and started swearing at tBlog. But I tried again today and it seems to be working again. But OMG they could at least fix this BETA posting engine.... when you click on a smilie it deletes your whole freaking post still!


I decided to put 1 blog per page until all the last years blogs aren't showing anymore LOL. I don't know what I was thinking back then....and why I wrote those weird things. I blame Jona. Always talking about his "wank sessions". Do you really think I wanna know about your WANK SESSIONS ?! HUH?! Well yes I do indeed. Btw. PORN OVER HENTAI any day ! Like I said before, hentai is FAKE. You are wanking over FAKENESS. You are getting turned on by cartoons having sex while a cable is going through the chicks anus. How do I know this? Because I've seen Hentai. Yes I have! I'm not shy to admit it LOL Oh knows here I go again........  *must think clean thoughts* Thinks of Philip getting turned on while playing Hentai RO and using his masturbation skill. That's clean enough. PORN > HENTAI .


School at the moment has been alright... not good, but alright. Maths is SO fun! Yes FUN. Talking about scrotums is so much fun. Lolz at Pamela.. that chick is so funny. I remember last year in maths...
Thomas: Do you know what a vibrator is Pamela?
Pamela: No what's that?
*thomas and mae laugh their ass off*
Thomas: Do you shave your pubic hair?
Pamela: What! No!
*thomas and mae laugh their ass off*
Thomas: Who mows your lawn?
Pamela: My Dad.
*thomas and mae laugh their ass off*
So many funny moments, everytime I think about it, I crack up everytime. We love you Pamela, we really do.
I love our Math's teacher. I understand him completely, unlike our last year's one. Total goof.
"The speed of light, Wootch Wootch!"
Another fun subject would have to be Design and Tech, with Peta and Thomas. The teacher is hilarious but the class is so freaking boring. The only entertainment Thomas and I have is - annoying and making fun of Peta. That's about it.
Ok see I'm sick of talking about my subjects already so I'm stopping.


I also have a blog at livejournal. But that place was SO boring to blog in unlike here it's so cool. Random people looking up and reading your blog. Yep it's really cool. So who actually reads the crap I type. I know Meg does... isn't that right Meg? Comment if you love and hate me. All comments welcome.. insult the crap outta me and I wouldn't give a rats arse in the end. MUAH.


Oh and Meg said

(A)Bløòd Splãttêréd Añgel:[hav u ever had a dream that u were so sure was real? wat if u were unable to wake from that dream? says:
lj is more serious, dont u think...its for nerds like dex

I just found that funny... *points & laughs at Dex*


I'm having a strawberry sundae at the moment. I don't know why my bro had to go to maccas and buy a sundae for me. O.o What a weirdo.







LOL









ANYWAY....
Pipzilla has re-installed UT and getting owned by novice bots. Nice! Well at least he's stopped playing Hentai RO .

How do you say Nurragingy?
Na - ra - geen - gee

or

Na - ra - jin - jee


or



?


So I'm off......................... knowing me.............. I'm just too lazy................to continue on ............. typing...........


So ciao!


64 . 39 ©.... Mae

 
hehehehhehehhe
09.14.04 (12:50 am)   [edit]
I'm bored so I thought I should post something about something.

Something = Nothing in particular really..

I'll do some movie reviews ehh

1 - lowest . 5 - highest

A Cinderalla Story - 1.5/5
It wasn't at all magical like the actual Cinderella story...(was it suppose to be?) Some parts were really lame. Anyway... it wasn't all that good.. if you like cheesy teen romance flicks, this is the one for you.

Princess Diaries - 2.5/5
I like! I like! Good continuity of the first one. Sweet, funny though it also has it's downs. It's too cliche and too predictable. Still like it.. because I like the first one. =)

Resident Evil : Apocalypse - 3.5/5
BUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA. I bloody love this series, the GAME. The movie... err well... it doesn't quite follow the game especially when _______ and he _________ . I won't say it because I'll just spoil it.. =P . Well near the end let's just say the people who follow the game and it's story line, in the end you WILL and I promise you go, " o.O WTF?". You'll understand me if you played RE: Biohazard. Anyway.. still a good movie to watch.. !!!

Alien vs Predator - 3/5
Ummm not much action.. as I expected. Reading the title and stuff made me think of big wars and stuff.. o.O like aliens and predators blood everywhere blowing their guts out etc etc..... It has it's ok fight scenes.. and yea... Anyway expect a sequel to this.

ahhhhhh too lazy to type anymore.....

To PJ.

PJ sucks. UT FOREVER. BUAHAHAHA. Go click some orcs!

© endless
 
school certificate / heh...
09.13.04 (10:27 am)   [edit]

Booyah!


I'm going to fail my school certificate.

 
PORN > HENTAI
09.10.04 (4:38 pm)   [edit]

HENTAIvsPORN



Hentai is shit. It's fake & fabricated and so unrealistic.

Porn will own Hentai ANY day.
Why would you prefer watching something that is DRAWN and NOT REAL fucking each other senseless with their pointlessly DRAWN and COLORED private parts and DRAWN COLORED CUM and to then get PLEASURE from it ?!?!

And you may be asking and thinking... "How would a girl like you understand anything about porn and hentai?" "I bet you don't even look up porn and hentai." "Girls would never understand." "This is a guy thing."

My response...

SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU SEXIST SON OF A BITCH.

Female or not anybody can look up porn and give their bloody opinions. I'm sick of guys saying shit about, how girls don't look up porn and how we girls will never understand and it's a guy thing. A guy thing?? Fuck up.
That is SO sexist and I've heard many say that before you know what.... you ARE sexist and immature and a dickhead. A lot of girls do watch/read/have knowledge of what PORN is.... your dick is just too far up your anus to even realize that EVERYONE does and at least HAS :
- looked at porn
- accidently stumbled into one
- searched
- and masturbated while watching porn

Whether it's porn OR hentai.

I'm not saying I finger myself. Why the hell would I do something like that!?!? If I want something stuck up my vagina it'll be a dick and nothing else. And I'm certainly NOT saying I watch porn or hentai but I do have knowledge of it, I've discussed it before, and I know enough to give my opinion.

Now back to what I was saying..........
PORN IS and WILL always be better than Hentai.
I mean .. come on.. really ..ask yourself these...
Would YOU watch animated and drawn characters having sex with each other by unknown HORNY artists? Would YOU watch drawn and animated vagina's (and most often than not) oversized dicks? Not to mention breasts and anus'. Seriously.... Pamela Anderson's breasts are more real than those pencil drawn ones.
Would YOU ACTUALLY get pleasure from watching cables, wires, brushes, nails, sticks, pencils, umbrellas and God knows what else.. plunged into the animated characters anus and vagina????????????????? Then they show the animated characters cumming??? How the hell do you get semen coming out when cables and umbrellas are shoved into their private parts.. I think BLOOD would be more realistic..

If I REALLY wanted to watch Goku and Sailormoon fucking each other... It'll be the day when I get pleasure from watching 2 pigs fuck.

Which will be.............. never.

No offense to people who DO watch Hentai and just find it funny and entertaining to watch......and not actually look at it as a way of getting pleasure and addicted to it that they start shoving papers up their anus and any hole they find in which the papers contain drawn dicks and whatever their disgusting brain creates. Sorry.

But this is my blog. My place to write whatever I want. Flame me I don't care... I'll just shove it back 100x into your face if you really thing Hentai is better than porn. So flames welcome... blow all your comments onto me I simply don't mind.. because I'll just throw it back at you.

------------------------- --------

To those who are wondering if I'm actually going to continue the story i've been typing up.. the answer is NO.

Because I wouldn't want to be copying a certain 'someone' Because I wouldn't want to be labelled as a copy cat who can't get their own ideas.

Whatever I type on my blog is whatever comes into my HEAD... my own thoughts my own ideas... I don't need to "COPY".
[/sarcasm]

I repeat.. MY OWN THOUGHTS MY OWN IDEAS. If you think I'm copying... bite me. This is my place where I put MY OWN THOUGHTS MY OWN IDEAS and when i do "COPY" I will usually give a credit or whatever. And if you do think I'm copying then please.. comment/flame whatever, and I will simply throw it back at you.

------------------------- --------

Anyway...... g2g study...

© endless
 
i believe in tooth fairies _______ _ __ / ` ` ` he owes me $1 000 000 000
08.28.04 (5:16 am)   [edit]
[u]Thursday[/u]

Mae: I weigh 46kg. how much do you weigh?
Thomas: I weigh [ insert weight here ]. (forgot soz)
Mae: Do you shit before or after you weigh yourself?
Thomas: I don't shit.

o.O

-------------

Prillini: I love straight hairs. Your hair is naturally straight eh?
Mae: Umm sort of. *giggles* It curls though. I blow dry my hair.
Prilinni: I like your hair.
Mae: *makes a screwed up face* It annoys me. Yours is cool, do you straighten your hair?
Prillini: It's straightened now.

O.o

--------------

Penguin Chat

PimpinPenguin = me

PP walks up to GirlonHeels.

PP: Hey wanna have penguin sex?
GirlonHeels walks away. PP follows.
PP: Playing hard to get ehhh
GirlonHeels walks away. PP follows.
PP: Come on a good lookin' penguin like you needs some lovin.
GirlonHeels leaves the world.

PP goes to SnowRoom.
PP goes up to richie18.

PP: Can I touch you?
richie18: huh?
PP: Can I touch you?
richie18: what are you on about???
PP: Can I touch you?
richie18 walks away. PP follows.
PP: Can I touch you?
richie18 walks away. PP follows.
PP: Can I touch you?
richie18: hey go away man
richie18 walks away. PP follows.
PP: Can I touch you?
richie18 leaves the world.

PP goes up to lindsey.

PP: Hey lindsey baby
lindsey: hey
PP: howsit?
lindsy: fine u?
PP: im feeling horny
lindsey: lol
PP: you like sex?
lindsey: umm not really
PP: how about penguin sex?
lindsey walks away. PP follows.
PP: wanna have some fun?
lindsey: what?
PP: touch me.
lindsey walks away. PP follows.
lindsey walks away. PP follows.
lindsey walks away. PP follows.
lindsey walks away. PP follows.
lindsey walks away. PP follows.
lindsey walks away. PP follows.
lindsey leaves the world.

PP goes to another room.
God walks up to PP.
God: Hey are you causing trouble here?
PP: What?
God: You know what I mean.
PP: ?
God: One more time and you'll be banned.
PP: hey man a penguin like me needs sex too ya know
God: Do you want to be banned?
PP: whatever just coz you can't get some
God: one more time...
PP: I LIKE PENGUIN SEX!!!!!!

PP leaves the world.

------------------

[u]Friday[/u]

While I was playing UT online with noobs.
ehh = ME
Nooblet = b0ner

ehh:
Kills a dude.
And another.
And another.
Shoots own team mate onto the lava.
Kills a dude again.
And another one - - announcer goes "Killing Spree!"

Nooblet says "Fuck off V."
[ My name was ' ehh ' at the time. I don't use my original name (LadyVenom or V for short) because I don't want people knowing I was playing. But somehow this guy knows... ]

ehh says "hahaha :P"

Nobblet says "Fucking slut."

ehh:
Kills 2 dudes - - announcer goes "Double Kill"
Kills another one - - announcer goes "Multi Kill"
Kills 2 more - - announce goes "M - M - M - Monster Kill!!" - - and "Rampage!"

Nooblet says "lame slut"

ehh says "noob"

Nooblet "slut"

ehh:
Shoots another team mate on lava.
Kills 5 more - - announcer goes "Dominating!"

Nooblet says "any more lamer"

ehh:
Kills 5 more - - announcer goes "Unstoppable!"

Nooblet says: "fucking slut"

*nooblet and ehh battle it out for the last time*

" ehh's killing spree was ended by b0ner! "

Nooblet says "dumb bitch!"

Nooblet says "eat that!"

Nooblet leaves the server.

~*~

I haven't played UT in months, and I join a server and get abused for playing WELL. Didn't bother me one bit though, I found it funny 'cause I killed him a LOT and yet he calls me 'dumb' when he killed me .. and mind you I had 23 health + 3 other people after me. I had 2 more kills till I was Godlike! Damn noobs.


--------------


Somewhere in a room.

Dexter is polishing his super flying dildo.

And so I said... "Dexter your shoe lace is undone."

"I'm not falling for that one!"

"But seriously it's undone..."

"I said I'm not falling for that one!"

"Suit yourself."

Dexter continues to polish his super flying dildo.

Alice enters the room.

"Dexter have you seen my Inflatable Butt Plug 5000?"

"I saw Issa with it last. Oh and can you pass me that Sex Ring?"

Alice hands Dexter his Sex Ring.

Issa enters the room.

"I have a vaginal infection."

Everyone stared at Issa as if she had just grown an extra breast.

"So anyway ..." I said.

Mae grabs a near by chair and hits Issa with it.

"Oh I know!" Meg announced. "Let's smash each other with chairs!"

Meg grabs a chair and smashes Alice with it. Alice laughs and takes the chair from Meg and smashes Dexter with it.

Dexter was left unconscious.

Everyone stopped and stared at Dexter's lifeless body.

"Wow Alice." Issa stated.

"Let's keep hitting him while his still unconscious!" Meg said.

Everyone grabs a chair and continuously hit Dexter.

~*~

Thomas & Mel scene.

In a forest.

Melannie is hiding on top of a tree from Thomas. While Thomas was scratching his butt below.

[i]"Ewwww...."[/i] Melannie thought.

Thomas continues scratching his butt.

An owl perched on a branch was staring at Melannie with wide eyes. It flew and landed a metre away from Melannie.

[i]"What the hell is that stupid owl looking at." [/i]Melannie thought.

The owl cocked it's head to the side.

Thomas is still scratching his butt.

The owl came closer. Melannie refused to make a sound or a movement.

The owl came closer and closer till it was just 10cm from Melannie. And............................

~*~

Somewhere in a mountain.

Dexter woke up.

"WHat the fuNk happened???????"

Dexter gets up, tripping while doing so and slips off the mountain.

Dexter screams.

"Why the heaven didn't I just listen to Mae and tied my shoe lace!"

AHHHHHHHH.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH - - HHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

"Hummmmm." Dexter looks down.

"Dang it."

Dexter's shirt was caught on a tree branch hanging on the side of the mountain.

"Yo wattup my nigga!" Meg called out from the top. "How's it hanging!"

Dexter looks up and gives Meg the finger.

Meg sends a boulder down the mountain.

--------------

Ok for those who keep wondering.. no I didn't write this! . =|

Buahahhha
For the past month I've been sleeping REALLY late.... usually 12am and 1am or later! So not much sleep there... so I slept most of the errr .. day. O.o

[u]Saturday[/u]

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY:
Woke up at 7am. Had breakfast. Went back to sleep. Woke up at 5pm. Had dinner. Went back to sleep. Woke up at 7pm. Typed this up. Chatting up strangers at PenguinChat and mIRC. Went back to sleep.

© endless

 
tBUCKS ?!
08.25.04 (2:34 am)   [edit]

I have a lot of tbucks which is being UNUSED. So I'm giving them away. if you want some message me or comment on this entry.
          It's limited to only a few people, so you better be quick. ;)


© endless

ps meg is gay


pps i'm gay too


ppps this entry is only an excuse to get more tbucks and because of my boredom.

 
and so i said...
08.24.04 (2:55 am)   [edit]
And so I said ... " Thomas, your shoe lace is undone"

"Oh what?"

*Thomas bends down to tie it*

*Mae kicks his butt *

"WHAT THE FLYING FUCKING FUCKER FUCK WAS THAT?!"

"It was Mel ! I swear !!" I replied.

*Mel's head pops up from her vagina*

"Someone call my name?"

"You fucking WHORE!"

* Thomas charges towards Mel *

* Mel screams and jumps off a bridge *

* Thomas follows *

"Those suckers!" I said.

"Hey where's Thomas and Mel?"

Dexter said while riding on his super flying dildo. *

Mae pulls an innocent face *

"Ummm..."

* grabs an axe from out of no where and slashes Dexter on the back *

"OUCH! What did you do that for!!!"

* Meg runs towards Dexter *

"Hey nice axe....."

"Stop checking out my ass Meg !"

"I said AXE you moron!"

"Oh." Dexter frowns.

* Mae grabs another axe from no where and slashes Meg on the back *

* Meg staggers *

"Huh what? I thought I felt something."

=============

Change scene to Mel and Thomas

"Come here bitch!" Thomas yells, trying to swim up to Mel.

* Mel takes something out of her vagina *

"You wanna get blown up !??!"

* Mel takes aim using her rocket launcher *

"DIE!" Mel shouted.

* Thomas turns into one of those water snakes *

"Where in the name of FERNANDEZ did he GO !?"

* Mel feels something going up her vagina *

"Uhhh feels ... so ... gooood..."

===============

Till next time....................... for the horny people.

I wonder who made this ?!!?!!?!? =O No not me !..

++++++++++++++++++++++++

SO anyways BACK to personal matters.

Maybe I should tell you gossip.

Gossip #1 : Thomas shits his pants.
Gossip #2 : Melannie has a crush on............................ Thomas.
Gossip #3 : Issa is really ..................................a MAN. Gossip #4 : Meg has sexual tendencies involving................. Philip.

Nah too boring..

So about my day...

Boring. Tiring. Annoyed. Pissed. Boring.

I had my history exam today. I stuffed it up......... stupid multiple choice crap... didn't get enough time on the last two parts..... stupid history exams.

Nah thats boring to. I'm a boring person altogther so I'll just rant about whatever.

-----

Sometimes I wonder what it would feel like to be rich. To have everything you ever wanted, you've ever dreamed of and everything you ever wished for. Of course many people have thought about it or at least fantasized about it, who wouldn't. We all want something in life that we can't have; it could be anything - an item, a talent, a person - whatever.

I don't know where this is headed either so I'm stopping there.......... BUAHAHAHHA or know what the hell I'm on about

Ummm ........................................................... I like this someone. His really cool and like I am so head over heels for him, I just wanna hold him, touch him, LICK * SUCK his - ??? o.O

NOT !

I mean EWWW ! That's something only Mel does.......... ask Thomas.

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY

Stuffing up my History exam. Taking horny pics of my friends. Thomas getting in trouble. Thomas having to pick up 20 papers. Me laughing. Me slapping Thomas. Thomas in pain (not too much but it still hurt him BUAHAHAHA).

© endless
 
two faced jerk / selfish prick ; the blinded coward that he is ...
08.20.04 (3:15 am)   [edit]
Is it really important what people think of you? Do you really care what others think of you, whether it's your personality or appearance? Ok maybe it is, but what if those people judging you are stupid idiots who just like to torment people, bullies or attention seeking pricks? Would you care then? Is it really important to gain their respect, that you want them to think of you as a 'cool' person so you don't want to be labelled as 'uncool' or 'nerd'? That's different from wanting smart, intelligent, good moralled(?) people whatever to gain your respect, because that's what really counts, not some stupid jocks. (no not you joce buahaha)
Not everyone can like each other for who they are. Not everyone can like you for who you are. Not everyone can see you as you want them to see you. Not everyone can treat you how you would like them treat you. Not everyone will respect you. Because life doesn't work that way. There will always be love and hate.

And then there are those people who try too hard not to be labelled a name they don't want to be, they try to be someone else or they try too hard to be accepted and just look like a fool instead or they betray their own friends because of their own selfish choices and motives. And then there's other's who simply don't give a flying fuck. Those people are their own selves; they have respect for who they are, what they are, and what they represent as a human being. They do what they want; they say what they want regardless of what other people may think.

Those who are SO desperate to be accepted and do whatever they can to be, are often too blinded to see what's right and wrong anymore. And instead it corrupts them, and sometimes leads them to betray their OWN friends. Those friends who trusted that person, who thought of that person their 'friend', who cared about that person and to only be betrayed, dissed and insulted...backstabbed. The reason? I myself don't 100% understand. But this is what I think.

Now this group of people have their own ideas, opinions, thoughts, personality.. each and everyone one of them different. It WILL cause conflicts one way or another, big or small, either because of different points of views and choices etc it will also be resolved by the end of the day. If not, then a week whatever. This group have their own personalities and ways to show it without second guessing what other people may think to say. Maybe some do...but not as bad they would try to be someone they are not. Sometimes things they do can be humiliating. And maybe shameful. But they do it in purpose. They do it because of their own choices. They do it because they don't care. They do it because it's who they are. They do it because they SIMPLY don't fucking care what others think. Because most of the time it's a JOKE. Most of the time it is NOT serious. Most of the fucking time they're just playing around. And most of the fucking time it's all FUN and GAMES. But one other person is humiliated. Ashamed. Disgraced. Of their own friends. But I ask... why hang with people you feel ashamed of and humiliated?

Ok maybe it is understandable. That I can understand. But to then insult the individual members of the group is one thing. You mess with one, you're messing with the rest. To slander and offend someone, and mean it, is something no one is going to bloody take. And then to ask for one's apology and to say you regret it, is too late. What you've said will always be remembered and will never be forgotten and possibly NEVER be forgiven. Especially if you hurt that person. And especially if you hurt more than one. And then to be given a chance and throw it away as if you don't give a fuck anymore and to just change your mind like it's something of unimportance I, MYSELF find as a TWO FACED ASSHOLE. You insult someone and mean it, then regret it and expect to be forgiven and everything will go back to the way it was, won't ever happen. Why? Because not only have you hindered you're relationship with that person but you've also destroyed their trust. The trust they've willingly given you that has gone stronger every passing year to be only destroyed and possibly never gain back. Yes you’re friends again, but it will never be the same again. Breaking someone's trust, then to antagonize and ridicule, mean it, and regret and apologize is fucking hilarious. Then given a chance to fix this fucking mess and throw it like it’s nothing anymore; and another reason to be hated is even more fucking hilarious. I’m even laughing my ass off here. It’s so funny I simply don’t care anymore.Some of you have no idea where I’m headed and some do. But what I’m saying is:

- Everyone is different, you can’t go on living in this world without hating, loving someone.
- No one will gain everyone’s respect; ‘coz one way or another we will do something to be disliked. As I said above. “Everyone is different.”
- Trying too hard to be accepted and being someone you’re not makes you a fool.      
- Dissing your friends because you don’t want to be labelled something you don’t want is two faced, and not be decent enough to say it, is cowardice.       
- To then insult your friends and mean every single word of it, then just realized you regret everything, and try to apologize makes you a fool.        
- To be given a chance to reconcile and throw the one chance and to forget about it makes you even more of a fool. Actually worse. You’re dirt. Actually, you’re not worth the dirt beneath my shoe.


I seriously don’t care anymore. You know who you are. I wish I could say this to your face but your probably just gonna walk away like you did the first time. So read:

Thank you for finally letting out the truth about how you feel. I’m glad you said the things you’ve said because being friends with someone who was FAKE, DECIEVING, BACKSTABBING, and altogether TWO FACED makes me ASHAMED and feel HUMILIATED that I’ve allowed someone to deceive me so easily, and to easily give my trust upon you which I regret so much. Thank you for making me realize and also some of the others what you really think of us, thank you for being truthful! Thank you for thinking about only yourself. Only about your feelings because it’s all about you. Not just us, all you. Because you’re almighty i-am-god-bow-down-before- me who will stand for no crap. Because it’s all about YOU. YOU. YOU. YOU. It’s all about how you feel right? Your own feelings, just yours. Not anyone else’s, just yours. I get it now. This is about you, about how we humiliated you and shamed you, because your feelings are more important than others. Thank you for thinking only for yourself. I also like to ask: What happened? What changed? Why now? Did you plan this? Did it work out? Are you taking acting lessons, if so can I have your agency’s number? Are you happy now?

So well done. Nice job. Great work. I congratulate your achievement of me despising you. You think of me harsh do you? Bitch who just doesn’t understand? Think about what you’ve said. What you’ve done. Ok you think we do the same to another specific person eh? Well think about this, at least the other person is decent enough to respect another person’s feeling. At least the other person values our friendship. At least the other person isn’t ashamed or humiliated of us. At least the other person doesn’t insult us and actually mean it.

But hear this. I won’t stand for your bull shit.

Judge me all you want but keep the fucking verdict to yourself.


========================= =========
EDIT FOR THE FREAKING HUNDRETH TIME

OMFG If it's not Daniel than just say who you are you SPINELESS DICK. Hiding behind an alias.. haha you're worse than Daniel..... :P But seriously I don't care, you can go off and wank yourself

EDIT:

Just for Daniel. ( and more rants courtesy of the ignorant person. )

I don't understand why people just can't mind their own business. If you won't listen to what I say on MSN then I might as well just tell you here.

This isn't just about that ONE day, or that ONE bitch. This is something more. He insulted us. First calling us humiliating. Shameful. Then calling us WEAK. He might as well call us goody nerds who follow the rules all the time. Ok so what if we do? We want to. We get teased. We ignore it. Because we want to. Because you know why? We don't take it seriously, this is just high school. A place of learning if you've forgotten, not a battelfield. What he said in the beginning about that reflection day didn't take it seriously and some did. I didn't take it seriously because at first I thought it was some kind of joke. I was the first one to read it out of the group, and I didn't really care at first because I thought he didn't mean it. Then I find out he really did. But I didn't really care at all because as some say it's "understandable". Yes it is understandable, but to then insult us? Call us weak. Passive. And who knows what else he thinks of us: it’s un-called for. His basically calling us LOSERS. And that we let people trample on us. And that even year eight kids pick on us, even though we’re older and in year 10 that we should do something about it. We don’t let people trample on us, because we simply don’t care. That’s what the losers want, they want us to care. By caring we’re giving them the satisfaction of giving them what they want. And you “the person” tell us that we should care? What’s that going to achieve? Let me tell you.
By showing them we care the more they will have the satisfaction of knowing how easily we’re provoked and how we get so easily irritated and pissed that they’ll keep doing it again and again. Because that’s what they want, to annoy us. And you say we should? They do it to other groups as well; do you see them doing something about it? No THEY DON’T, because they have common sense like us. And do you notice how they’re the IDIOT group that’s doing all the annoying things? But I think this is all about reputation for “the person”. Isn’t that right? Because he doesn’t want to look like a loser and weak. And once again it’s all about HIM, HIS feelings, all about HIM.

So Daniel, don’t speak for him. I believe he has his own mouth to use and I sure hope he knows how to use it. He has his own legs to use to come up to us and tell us whatever he wants to tell us. If he wanted to apologize he’ll tell us, if he wanted to fix this whole mess up he can do it himself. He doesn’t need a tool like you. Don’t say you’re not speaking for him because you bloody well are. OPEN your fucking eyes for once Daniel. You keep telling us to forgive and forget it, to stop this fighting and just kiss and make up. Don’t speak for him, because quite frankly you’re only sounding stupid and a fool which reflects back on him. We can’t just forgive and forget. People took it seriously, and people did get hurt. People can’t just forgive him straight away, it needs time and now I don’t think some will ever forgive him.
I don’t hold grudges long but: Every word he has said, every reaction and every freaking insult is practically imprinted in my mind. And to just forgive and forget? I can’t. I won’t.

You keep saying it’s stupid and pointless, if it is then why can’t you do us all a favour and mind your own freaking business and stay the fuck out. You say stuff you don’t even understand, and I bet most of the things you say, you don’t even understand yourself. You think you do. But you don’t.


My reply to Daniel's comment.

EDIT:

And who are you? Why don't you actually just tell us who you are instead of hiding behind an alias, and come waltzing here like you know all the facts. I know who you are.
What do you think this is? A fucking joke? Grow up Daniel no one's laughing.

[i]---
You may or may not know who I am, but this is what i have to say on the matter, I know whats going on in your little group. And your all as bad as eachother. Get over it, if he made a mistake because the simple fact is hes the one that could be hurt at the end of the day.
---[/i]
I know who you fucking are. You say you know what's going on ??? You have got to be kidding me. OMG ROFLMFAO. You don't know JACK SHIT ! And now you're talking about facts?? You don't know the facts you imbecile. Get over it? Why don't YOU get over a bridge and fuck off 'cause this has got nothing to do with you. And yet you're here implying shit you don't know about. Bad as each other? There you go again saying shit you don't understand. You think you understand this situation don't you??? Let me tell you something... YOU DON'T. Him hurt? He hurt ALL of us. I'm certainly over it, but it seems like you can't see that, because to me his now just another face in the crowd. I've already posted what I thought about it. But you, you keep coming here and telling us what's right and wrong, what we should do, who the fuck do you think you are? A counsellor??? More like an idiot. You are an idiot.

[i]---
You can cry all you want about how he turned hes back on you's. well maybe he was saving himself and you's. I've been in practically every situation you have. And dont think for a second that I'm making this up because for once, you need to stop acting like you's are the intelligent people you think you's are and start being like everyone else.
---[/i]

Yes maybe his saving himself from us, he should be happy then that his finally gotten ridden of us. Maybe you've been in every situation, but have you ever thought you just don't fucking understand this one??? OMG how many times must I have to repeat myself. MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.
Intelligent? Who says we're acting intelligent we're only saying what's true and what we're feeling. Your replies are anything but intelligent. It's stupid, pointless, unintelligent and fucking so dense and obtuse.
Start being like everyone else? Ok did you just pick that from out of your ass, 'cause it sure isn't fathomable? What exactly do you mean by that? Be like everyone else and be different from whom we are now? Fuck you.

[i]---
Not everyone is the same, but when a cool person ignores you or teases you, its not because their jelous, its because of the way you treat them.
---[/i]

And how do we treat them? You post all this shit; you don’t even back up what you’re trying to say.

[i]---
I know i kind of wadered off on what i was saying but what i'm trying to say is, i know people that want to hit him, and what i heard was happening may have sounded fun could have got him bashed.
---[/i]

People wanting to hit him and bashing him? That has got nothing to do with us. We didn’t go off and hire a bully for 50c to go and bash him up for us. That’s his problem we have nothing to do with it, we’ve kept this problem only to ourselves…as in the group. We’ve only had to tell YOU because you’re so ignorant you can’t understand what we’re trying to tell you.

Daniel, you can keep doing your stupid charade because frankly we’re not going to listen to what you’re going to say or do what you’re trying to make us to, but I’m just going to keep throwing it back at you. I know you’re only trying to help. But look: We don’t want it. You’re not help at all you’re only a nuisance. So do us a favor, shut the fuck up and stick you’re head in someone else’s business because 1. You’re not welcome here. 2. You don’t know what hell you’re on about 3. We didn’t ask for your help … and 4. You’re replies are vague and futile.

Fine by me if you want to keep it up. But at least respect the others by doing what they’re trying to tell you. But I’m only going to keep throwing it back at you.
 
meh ; i hate luvos
08.18.04 (10:17 pm)   [edit]

Meh...these past few days have been full of surprises for me. Most at school *cough* and some at home. Which I won't mention... =.="


--------------------


Today was boring as usual. I had sport today. Well not really actually. I do ice skating, but I've only went ice skating ONCE this term. Which sucks...the reason? Well .. not many people have chosen ise skating this term and they need a minimal amount of people to go to hire a bus. But since we don't have that much people going, we don't have a bus to take us their. We tried thinking of alternatives...but nothing was reasonable enough. So we stayed at school and did whatever the majority of people wanted. We could hire a bus, the only problem is that, we'll need to pay more. We have to pay $7 a week, and I sure as hell won't pay anymore than that just to skate for 1 and a half hours or less. The more people the less it will cost to hire a bus.
So instead of ice skating...we went to the computer labs. It was kinda boring since I didn't know what else to do online. So I just played starkingdoms. Damn Philip for making me addicted last year. I also annoyed Philip. At least i think I was...but since he said "You're annoying" I guess I was.


So while I was enjoying playing starkingdoms, a REVOLTING smell suddenly appeared out of no where ! I thought it was Philip.. I mean who else could it be? I sat next to a year seven kid.. he looked too innocent to be able to summon something that horrific. I guess Jona was right... I quote:
"It's silent....but deadly." Deadly indeed.


-----------------------


I'm going shopping with my bro this arvo. To also buy a gift for a christening party. I hate these kinda parties.. most I go to are full of uptight luvos, pampering their uptight selves for everyone to see. Their parents are worse, all they talk about is how perfect their bitch is but really their annoying snotblocks.


So ANYWAYS; HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY:
Sylvia kicking Andrew and Jonathan's crotch. Thomas smacking (with my red balloon) Albert on the face. Thomas being slapped by a smaller kid, half his size. Thomas bashing the kid. Thomas once again; though this time slapping Albert on the face. Thomas being cornered by the small kid and Albert. Thomas chasing Albert. Melannie being scared shitless of Albert.


© endless


aka mae

 
random __ ` S T U F F
08.14.04 (10:02 pm)   [edit]

Not much has been happening these past few weeks. Still receiving homework and assignments. I got one for Science and one for English recently. And a lot of homework from other subjects... which; mind you, I don't do .. they don't even check it anymore.. buahahaha.


Two days ago was... CAN YOU GUESS?! Black Friday! Let's see.. nothing bad happened to me really...just forgot my money for the driver that takes me to school. I pay every week. And I forgot the money for the Year 10 Retreat thingy... which was DUE TODAY! But luckily, Mr Copp (some stupid ass year 10 co-ordinator at my school) said we could hand it in on Monday.... Not a bad start for the day I guess... yesterday I had a sore throat...not just any other SORE THROAT.... but it was REALLY SORE ! And today, it's still sore and just when I thought it couldn't get any better than this...it was really itchy (funny thing is I started scratching my neck rofl; which was weird because it didn't help..) and I got a cough now. Just a dry cough. AND THEN....I get the MASSIVE headache of all time... waaahhh. Oh did I mention I worsened the soreness of my throat by eating ice cream. *does an impersonation like those airhead bimbo girlies* I am like so SMART .... not! *end impersonation*
Anyway ... my condition is probably gonna get worse.. tomorrow. Yaye...


HAIRS T R A I G H T N E R S


This is for people who use hair straightners, and also a warning. Of course most will already know that straightners KILL your hair. RIGHT??? *raises an eyebrow* Now if you use these everyday ..I tell you now, STOP! My cousin use to. But stopped when she noticed that some of her hair were falling off. Her hair was also starting to look dull and dry. It use to be shiny and soft. She's been using it for over 2 years straightening her hair everyday. And now...her hair has gone so THIN, it use to be thick and gorgeous.. but now... well I wouldn't say it's UGLY... but yea, it's not what it use to be.
I mean I use hair straightners, but after hearing about it from my cousin, I rarely use it now. I think it's alright to use it sometimes,  but don't quote me on that haha. It's just a warning for some before it's too late. Well right now my cousin is umm.. how should I put this... 'reviving' her hair. Or whatever.


ATHENS2 0 0 4


I was watching the olympics with my Dad last night. We were watching the Woman's Medly Semi Finals or something ... then my Dad goes "They should put sharks in the pool to make them swim faster." hahahahaha (are you laughing?!) Well I found that funny LOL.. *pouts* Yeah so we both cracked up laughing, I was more because I was envisioning it.So I go "How about the Track, put hungry starving wolves, that should make them run faster!" Then we started cracking up again. Try picturing it... hahaha. And now I bet you think I'm lame??? Well I found it hilarious! But anywho...the women's swimming freestyle relay team won GOLD! WOOHOO! We beat the USA!!


PIMPLEN I G H T M A R E


Hahaha when I woke up two days ago I had this PIMPLE on my forehead. Right in the middle and a little higher higher between my brows. It was pretty big.. I was tempted to bloody burst the thing! But I don't do that lolz. So for the last two days I've been trying to get rid of it, like using this mud cream. It works really well, it dries up your pimple. You put it on at night it works really well! When I remember the product name I'll tell you guys. Oh and I used this MD Formulation thingy.. I think that's what it's called. It belongs to my bro...first time I used it. It works well too! And I use Clean and Clear daily, works well for my skin. The pimple is slowly shrinking.. thank God! haha....


GEORGEBUSH - F A G?  NAYORYAY ?


I often visit different forums each day, wether it'd be a Harry Potter Forum, Anime Forum, Gibblets Forum, or whatever forum, I usually come across a George Bush Love or Hate forum. 
It's usually a debate if his a good president or a bad president or if the war in Iraq was worth it. People saying his a fag and an idiot who doesn't deserve to be a president. And that his a war hungry oxymoron. etc etc I myself think otherwise. I don't like him nor hate him. I don't quite follow the American politics, but I have my views and opinions.
I have some friends who hate America. Now that person could mean the COUNTRY and it's PEOPLE or Bush. But this is what I say - Don't judge the people of a country by it's dictator. Judge the system.
I have relatives and friends from America and mostly oppose this war. I really hate when people say "I hate that guy." Then I ask "Why?" And the usual reply is "Because his American."


I for one am GLAD that Saddam has finally been caught and locked away. And I know many people from Iraq are grateful as well. Saddam has gassed his OWN people, his a conceited fag who deserves to die. He had his own people believing that they beat America in the last war. What kind of leader is that? I hope he dies a slow painful death.
And this "Weapons of MASS DESTRUCTION" is bullshit. They may not have found it but I truly believe Saddam would have gotten it built one way or another. Better safe than sorry? His a crazy man with issues, and if we let him run Iraq longer who knows what could happen then. And I really don't think these so called "Weapons of MASS DESTRUCTION" is what the war is about in Iraq, or else why isn't the US fighting other several countries? All I know is they must have an alternative motive...


The war in Iraq has done some good. Saddam is finally gone, his morals are fucked up. His an evil man who doesn't value human life like we do, and he surely doesn't deserve to run Iraq. War is always been part of human life, always has been and always will be, it's mostly because of the powers of the world, with goals of domination and ultimatums without a care for anybody else. But disregarding the good points.. theres always the bad points. Many people died during the war in Iraq. Many innocent died ...
And then the next issue. OIL.
Could it all be about OIL ??? But whatever ....


But with what Saddam did, he deserves everything he gets.. LOCKED UP. He made people in Iraq cower in fear, the US and the UN gave Saddam several chances. he would have turned into another Hitler. I've read and learnt that you must learn from the past, we waited too long to get rid of Hitler, we shouldn't have and we didn't do the same with Saddam.


Oh and these are my opinions. Sorry if you take offense. But if you have a different one or you want to add to what I've said then just comment.

ROMANTICD A T E S


What's your idea of a romantic date? Mine would be with someone who makes me laugh and who I can be comfortable with. A guy that i can trust and talk to endlessly and guy who listens and love you for who you are and not your looks. We would go to the movies, followed by a romantic dinner in a classy restaurant and dancing. Then a walk on the beach, where we could have a spot picked out with a large blanket. Then just lying under the stars cuddled closely and listening to soft music.  Buahahahahaha....


-------------------------


Anyways hehehe ... I'm still writing my story. Haven't really done much. But I will later, when I have more time. I need IDEAS!
I have my Maths exam coming up tomorrow.. so I MUST go and STUDY STUDY STUDY!



© endless

 
SMALL update..
08.13.04 (2:33 am)   [edit]

Just making a small update.. will make another one tomorrow. Just want tbucks buahaha..


Will be posting random thoughts next update........


Oh and I got some new links I added! So check em out... Daniel and Jonathan recently got there 'own' blog so yea... heheehhehehehe


© endless

 
FIELD TRIP to the / DOWNING CENTRE
08.06.04 (1:49 am)   [edit]

My commerce class and also another commerce class went to the city for a school field trip. All year 10s of course. My class went to the Downing Centre and the other (loser) class went to the Supreme Courts! buahaha


The Downing Centre is considered to be the biggest courts in Australia or something... so anywho, the point of the trip was to learn the process/system of the courts and how it works and stuff. Some tour guy, or some sheriff who worked there talked to us about the rules and how we must act and what to do in the courts and stuff. Also he explained what was inside the courts, and each of the personnel's duties in the court. I learned a lot, and one of the weirdest thing was; how we had to BOW to the judge every time we leave and enter the court. Which I found annoying lolz.
One of the courts we went to, was about a woman who was being abused by her boyfriend. She was slowly re-telling her story about it, looked like a damsel in distress just by looking at her facial expressions. Anyway, we went in three different courts. The first one, we had trouble deciding whether we should go in or not. Considering it was our first time. Yeah so we eventually went in and bowed when we entered then took our seats. Anyway, people were talking about some crap we couldn't even understand and hear sometimes, it was incredibly boooring. Wasting 20mins we left and headed for a different court. The second court we went to was really interesting, BUT they were taking ages to prepare. One of the assissting solicitors approached us asking us what school we go to, our year and what work we were doing. He was kind enough to tell us some of the answers too! But then he said, that this case isn't gonna exactly start anytime soon, because the Jury haven't even been chosen yet. So we decided to leave the court and go to different one, which was the one about the lady being abused by her boyfriend.


We went to McDonald's at the end of the Field Trip. It was funnn .. hehe.


-=-=--=-=-=-=-


Anyway enough about the Field Trip...I dropped my phone on CEMENT three times this week. I'm such a bloody clutz when it come's to small objects....ARGH! Never again.


I'm writing my own fiction. I started writing yesterday, jst typing anything that came into my mind. I consider my story REALLY weird and "uncool" because I don't really know where it's headed. I haven't quite planned it, but I have the first chapter written. I'll post it here when it's ready!


Well g2g.............................ciao

 
my HELLISH weeks / also HAPPY B'DAY THOMAS !!!
07.21.04 (9:22 pm)   [edit]
BAHAHAHAHAHHA !! School holidays are over once again. Back to school dammit...

I so wasted my holidays, I didn't study at all, well just a little Science reading but that's about it. All I gotta say is .. i REALLY SUCK big time.
Last term was SO bloody BUSY, it's like i had my PMS everyday LOL! I think I annoyed my family A LOT . oh well buahaha ..

Now what did I do in the holidays...didn't catch up on my sleeping. waahh .. I seem to wake up EARLIER than I do when I have school, although I sleep really late during the holidays. I did alot of shopping, watched alot of movies and ate like a PIG. *oink*I read ALOT.. and I mean [b]ALOT [/b] !!!! I've temporarily stopped reading Harry Potter fictions, and moved over to FictionPress. I've read a lot of really good stories by amazing authors.

Here's a few :

[url=http://www.fictionpress.com/r...]Firebird[/url] - - - COMPLETED A Spanish princess is kidnapped by six Russian boys who become her best friends. But the time comes and she must choose: her country's pride? Or the life of the extraordinary boy they call leader?

There will be 6 sequels to this. Also a Prequel which is yet to be completed by the author. I recommend this fic... absolutely !! A must read, it's extremely well written and has alot of twists.

[url=http://www.fictionpress.com/r...]Queen of Glass[/url] - - - A retelling of the classic Cinderella story from a completely different point of view.

Ok you may think it sounds lame. But I'm telling you now, it is NOT. Not quite the love dovey thing if that's what you think, it's not completed yet and I'm dying to read more !!
The beginning introduces the main character. She's an assassin, one of the greatest assassin Ardalan has ever seen, and she's a woman. I love strong female characters and not those wussy ones. Can't stand those..seriously. Anyway, the story has got quite some good fight scenes, and a very good story line. I recommend it, I RECOMMEND IT !! AAAA++++

[url=http://www.fictionpress.com/r...]And Then She Met the President's Son[/url] - - - Twenty-Two Rebecca is a teenage girl that hates her life. Her ex is going out with her sister, she's failing two classes - you get the idea. But then she met Jadrien, who was MUCH more then he seemed . . .

One of those boy meets girl stories. She meets him, he meets her, LOVE is in the air. It's an okay story if your one of those sucker for romance! (LIKE ME) Anyway, ending is surprising, not really .. but I hate it haha .. won't say to much. It's a good read.

[url=http://www.fictionpress.com/r...]Adversary Extraordinaire[/url] - - - Alex: being shipped off to boarding school where her brothers and arch nemesis reside. Damien: the arch nemesis. Conflict arises in this battle between two former friends, but unbeknownst to Alex, Damien just happens to be madly in love with her.

Great story to read! It's not completed yet and I'm dying to know what's happening next ! Hahaha.. It's quite funny, it was enjoyable to read, so try it.

[url=http://www.fictionpress.com/r...]Thorns of the Kingdom[/url] - - - Abby has loved Crown Prince Tholly since she was orphaned at the age of six and sent to live with his nursemaid, her Aunt Kate. But, can a commoner really ever be with the future king? *Now Complete* Thanks to all who R&Red!

This is .... sad. I mean it's a sad story... *sigh* But a good romance fiction to read !! There's also a sequel to this, haven't had the time to read it though. It's called Philip's Rose.

[url=http://www.fictionpress.com/r...]False Facades [/url] - - - Sam Westlane is the new kid in the famous all boys Crestan High School for the rich and the spoiled . . . there's only one problem: Sam is a girl . . .

GREAT STORY! It's funny too, it's not completed also. It's quite sad in a way. Damn cliffhangers lolz. Anyway's READ IT, great story.

There's more but I'll post it next time.

If you have time check out my friends fanfictions !

1. [url=http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1...]The Pink Diamond [/url]
The world's only pink diamond has been stolen! It's up to Senkgo and his partner Zatsure to recover it! There are twists and this will be my last one-shot. I'm not sure if this is good, though, but read it! Coming soon: 5

2. [url=http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1...]Yumioji and the Seven Elements[/url]
Yumioji is onthe quest to defeat a powerful ogre that can only be defeated with a small crystal ball. They have elemental powers and Yumioji knows 6 of the 7. She need to discoer the 7th one... She comes across Sesshoumaru and romance comes in!

3. [url=http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1...]Lone Angel [/url]
This is about a new character - Nova Deltas - age 26. She has some qualities like Spike - green hair, blue pants and blue top, wears a trench coat (sometimes)... She meets Spike and things happen... So get reading!

By : [url=http://bountyhunt3r.tblog.com...]Nathalie[/url]

Oh and check out [url=http://honky.tblog.com/]Skinny Bitch's Blog [/url] .. AKA Meg .. :twisted:

Anyway .. it's SOMEONES bday today!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THOMAS !!!!

=+=+=+=-=+=+=+=

I had my maths half yearly exam yesterday, and it totally sucked! I liked the non calculator section than the second part of the test. It was hard !!

Anywho .. I got a UT clan match today, my bro was suppose to play in it but he couldn't make it, so I'm filling up for him. It's against clan Extreme. -=xXx=-
We're so gonna whoop their asses buahaha ..

ciao!

© endless
 
BACK !! ; more quizzes & tests
07.01.04 (4:07 pm)   [edit]
Found this on someone's site.



How to make a endless
Ingredients:

3 parts intelligence

3 parts brilliance

3 parts empathy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!


Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

My Name:



How to make a Mae
Ingredients:

3 parts pride

5 parts humour

5 parts instinct
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little curiosity if desired!


Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

====

Anyhoo .. I haven't been bloggin in ages!! Been so busy at school I swear ... so many assignments, and did them all in the last minute !! .< But I always get average or above average marks thank god !! Received my report yesterday afternoon. And FUCK, came home and bang my head in the wall 100 000 000 billion times. (For those who thought I was serious about that comment, I was JOKING I repeat, I was JOKING. People like meg take me seriously.. >
Anyway, my grades weren't that bad... BUT it's getting crappier and crappier every year. Though my science is steady and so is my history, but my maths !! waahh ..

No more bludging for me lolz... so like.. how many times have I said that already?????????????????

Really.. I mean it now...!!!

More tests and quizzes...!! =)




What Is Your Best Sexual Skill?
Name:
Age:
Sex:
Sexuality:
Flirting Skill Level - 47%
Kissing Skill Level - 78%
Cudding Skill Level - 73%
Sex Skill Level - 58%
Why They Love You You pleasure them first.
Why They Hate You You kiss better than them.
This Quiz by lady_wintermoon - Taken 123893 Times.
New! Get Free Horoscopes from Kwiz.Biz


Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:In a style so odd, it defies all laws of physics.
Clothes:As revealing as you can legally get away with.
Powers:None
Special Features:Elf ears
Sidekick:Your best friend.
Attitude:Cool, calm, and collected. You rarely lose your composure, so when you do, it's pretty amusing.
Weapon:Sword
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Damn .. I wanted an archer as a weapon. hehe

Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Emo Boy/Girl
Your Favorite Band/SongSaves The Day - All-Star Me
You Like To Read:Biographies/Autobiographi es
You Firmly Believe In:Nudity
Everyone Thinks You Are:You don't have any friends
You Were Conceived:Backstage at a Queen concert
You Will Marry:Ghandi
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Ghandi???

Become a God or Goddess.
by zerogirl
Name:
God/Goddess ofNature
Element:Earth
Animal Companion:Fox
Weak againstWater
Weapon:Whip
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!


 
STRIKE today
05.27.04 (1:44 pm)   [edit]
It's Friday, and no school for most of the Catholic schools in Australia. Woohoo!

I'm making a website at the moment. Nothing in particular, just a personal site with graphics and such.

School has been gay as usual ... I received another assignment this week. English. Our 3rd assessment task.. and it's an oral speech.. waaah .
I've yet to receive ANOTHER one for Computing Studies next week. Some of the other classes received it already, we haven't yet ... stupid teacher.

We had double pdh on Monday, we had to learn the Cha Cha Cha and make our own 8 beats (or was it 16?). This is also another assessment task we gotta do..

--

I just noticed I've been neglecting my tblog for awhile now. Feeling lazy again ...
These past few days I've been busy catching up on my homework (I've been neglecting my a school work also). I've been reading to much Harry Potter fanfics hehe.. I can't wait for PoA to come out !! It's gonna come out on the 10th of June here in Ausralia! .. Succkkss ... But I'll be downloading anyway buahaha then watch it on the day it comes out here. It's on a Thursday, gonna watch it at FoxStudios. Only problem is ... will my mum let me?
My dad, well I don't really ask for his permission, just my mum hehe. More strict I think haha. But she should let me... or else.. :o)

I'm crazy about Harry Potter again, call me a nerd whatever haha I love the books and movies !! I'm constantly on mugglnet.com checking up on the latest HP news. Just 13 more days till it comes out here. 6 days till in comes out in the US .. 4 days till it comes out in UK !! w00t!
I've been annoying the hell out off some of my friends about Harry Potter hehe .. CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT!

Oh my.. I just noticed that I'm.............. HUNGRY !
Haven't eaten breakfast yet haha ...

Bye !

© endless
 
BOREDOM ...
05.17.04 (2:59 am)   [edit]
( Stolen from naught3hulahips's blog ) Hehehe hope you don't mind. =)

Bold if you ever did these

[b]1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!"[/b]
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air."
4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own.
[b]6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.[/b]
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom.
8. Two words: M.C. Hammer
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock."
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales."
[b]12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons [/b]
[b]13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. [/b]
[b]14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen.[/b]
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school
16. You played the game "MASH"
17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
18. L.A. Gear
19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten.
20. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing" and all the Ramona books.
[b]21. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF." [/b]
22. You wanted to be a Goonie. Truffle Shuffle! Boodie Trap!
24. You even wore flourescent clothing.
[b]23. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off. [/b]
[b]25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf. [/b]
[b]26. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.[/b]
27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence.
29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.
30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
[b]32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets. [/b] - - Hahaha .. omg LOL
[b]33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals.[/b]
[b]34. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"[/b]
35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!"
[b]36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates. [/b]
37. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide.
38. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
[b]39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's.[/b]
40. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "totally awesome."
[b]41. You remember Popples.[/b]
[b]42. "Don't worry, be happy." [/b]
43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights.
44. You wore socks scrunched down.
45. "Miss MARY MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BACK" "With silver BUTTONS, BUTTONS, BUTTONS all down her BACK, BACK, BACK!"
46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players.
[b]47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies.[/b] - - haha got the Gremlins 2 on DVD !
[b]48. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!" [/b]
49. You remember watching Rainbow Brite and My Little Ponies.
50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
[b]51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.[/b] - - ahh FREAK =P
52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool.
[b]53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell," [/b]
[b]54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi.[/b]- - well I 'knew' ..
[b]55. You played and or collected "Pogs" [/b]
[b]56. You used to pretend that you could transform into a Power Ranger.[/b] And sailormoon! =/

 
more QUIZZES ; hurrah !
05.16.04 (11:07 pm)   [edit]
Taken from Vanilla Star's LJ. Hehehe hope you don't mind.


I'm getting there. I don't suck, but I've got a ways to go.





Interesting ...


88% Of The Internet Loves Me!
I am loved by 88% of the population, including:
11530 people who love programmers
16773 people who love students
10138 people who love star wars fans
In return, I love 99% of the population, including:
6091 west coast people
11851 tall people
16987 geeks
show the love at spacefem.com

hahaha



Okay, the pic doesn't seem to be working, but the link works. My result was, Happy Evil .


Eh .. ?! I don't read 'much' HP slash fics.. rather slash fics altogether.. but anyway......

[harry + draco]



... but if I did .. I'd most likely read H / Dr ones hahaha very interesting ship indeed.


Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Sex-slave
Your Favorite Band/SongThe Ataris - Boys of Summer
You Like To Read:Non-fiction novels
You Firmly Believe In:Love at first sight
Everyone Thinks You Are:A cheap bastard
You Were Conceived:In the mall
You Will Marry:A respectable person
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!


LOLz at the Sex Slave ..! AHh the cheap bastard part is soo true haha.. waah . concieved at a mall ?! *faints*


What Will Become Of You? by Ofglasstears
Name
Age
You Will Meet Your Destiny OnMay 25, 2427
You Will Have This Many Partners4
Your Destiny IsTo Distroy The World
You Will Live After In The World OfDarkness
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!


Oh man .. haha ' Destroy the World ' hehe

OH well .. I was bored and thought I'd take this quizzes. =)

endless
 
` how EVIL are you . . . ? / [ my ] psychological PROFILE
05.15.04 (12:00 am)   [edit]

How evil are you?


Take the quiz guys .. hehe






Your Psychological Profile
User Name
Age
Extrovert or Introvert? Extrovert
Agression Level - 40%
Sexual Allure - 81%
Your a most likely to suffer from Can't stop eating disorder
Should you be locked up ( 8 ) - Signs point to yes. - ( 8 )
This QuickKwiz by DrWorm - Taken 9377 Times.
New! Get Free Horoscopes from Kwiz.Biz



endless
 
boredom ; made WALLPAPERS !
05.12.04 (3:09 am)   [edit]
When I'm bored, I usually play around with photoshop and just doodle ... get group pics from my friends and switch their heads around buahaha .. hilarious .. =)

Anyway I made 2. The Craft and Mai Kuraki.
The Craft was made for a friend of mine, Thomas. Since he gave me black and white pics... just turned them into blue hehe.
The Mai Kuraki one, I don't think it looks that nice...only made it in 15 mins so yep .. .
Here they are anyway...
The Craft
[b]Resolution:[/b] 1024x784
[b]Size:[/b] 161kb

Mai Kuraki
[b]Resolution:[/b] 1024x784
[b]Size:[/b] 561kb

I thought I over did the swirls a bit... well maybe more than a bit haha, so took it of.. but this next one is plain.. -__-; oh wellz
Mai Kuraki - No Swirls
[b]Resolution:[/b] 1024x784
[b]Size:[/b] 525kb

Right now working on a [i]David Boreanez[/i], another [i]Mai Kuraki[/i], [i]Boa[/i], and [i]Harry Potter [/i]Wallpapers. Also editing peoples pics to make them look hotter buahaha .. hehe

endless

EDIT : Finished my 'other' Mai Kuraki wallpaper hehe ..
Mai Kuraki 02
[b]Resolution: [/b]1024x784
[b]Size:[/b] 470kb
 
loading TOO slow ???
05.09.04 (11:30 pm)   [edit]
This will be just a short blog, but I just wanted to know if this page is loading too slow? Since I do have err lots of pics, and probably going to add some more. But if it's too slow, or crashes your comp (which DOES happen to a few friends of mine haha) tell me, and I'll probably take 'em off.

endless
 
DB ; fall in LOVE / again
05.05.04 (12:40 am)   [edit]
Bored at the moment. I've finally finished my Geography assignment.. hahaha all that in the last minute.. Anyway this is currently my favourite song. CURRENTLY .. I know it's old, but I was looking through my old mp3s. I never knew I had Debelah Morgan's album in my comp. I like most of her songs .. they're catchy .. so download some if you haven't already. :P

[b]Fall In Love[/b] [b]Again[/b]
[b]by: Debelah Morgan[/b]

[b]Verse 1[/b]
When I was in love
My baby broke my heart
I had a hard time letting go
So I promised myself
There would be no one else
I'd never love again

Then you came along
You gave me back my smile
And you said you'd never leave my side
When I wake up at night
You're there holding me tight
No more tears for me

[i][b]Chorus[/b][/i]
You make me wanna fall in love again
I never thought I'd feel this way again
but you came and made me fall in love again
Never thought I'd feel this way inside
I never thought I'd give love a try
but you came and made me fall in love again

[b]Verse 2[/b]
When you smile
I feel so warm inside
I see fireworks in your eyes
I know this is real
A love that's finally real
Someone who loves me for me

When we hold hands
I got the world in the palm of my hand
I think you got the Midas touch
Tuch me again ooh baby
touch me again
I can't seem to get enough

[i][b](Chorus)[/b][/i]

Bridge
Baby when you're touching me
and making love to me
Baby when you're kissing me
You set me free
I don't know what you did
But I'm so glad you did it
You make me wanna fall in love again

[i][b](Chorus)[/b][/i]

endless
 
sweet S IX T EE N
05.03.04 (3:02 am)   [edit]
SWEETSIXTEEN

Turned sixteen yesterday. I don't feel any older or anything different for that matter. I didn't really have a party, had like so many homework to do, not to mention my untouched assignments. Which are due this week! Argh! Also not to mention I was sick ON my birthday. Just like icing on a cake haha.. anyways.. this past few days I've had the flu. Got it on my first day of school of all days! I'm feeling better now .. still a bit sick. I left home early on Thursday. I had a massive headache and I felt a bit dizzy. The next day, Friday, I didn't go to school. Stayed at home, on my bed all day, reading my HP fanfics on my phone haha, and watching movies. Reading fanfics on my phone gave me more headache.. haha. Anyway .. is it me or am I always going off track o.O. Back to my birthday topic...
Just spent it with my family, my bro took me out to buy my present haha...he was going to give me money instead but offered to buy me an SD Card for my phone....but didn't get it...it was $235 for a 256mb SD Card at Harvey Norman!!! Arrghh .. so expensive.. so we decided it's better off buying it online hahaha ... which is only $66 !
I also got 4 dvds, 2 cds, money, clothes, lipgloss and of course my phone! Which I'm bloody loving to bits haha ... still waiting for it to be connected on the net...damn you voda..

Here's a pic of my lovely delicious yummy cake.

[b]Ube Cake[/b]

As you can see, my name on the cake is fudged ... the bloody head clown thingy fell off and fudged it LOLz ... oh well still looks good eh haha.

Here's more pics I said I was suppose to post.. I dunno 3-2 days ago haha kinda forgot but here it is anyway.

[i]Note: All these pics I've posted are from my mobile, so excuse the blurriness, if it is that is. I'd say it's a pretty good quality. I also reduced the size and kb of the file and converted it to JPG so it's lost a bit it's quality.[/i]

Oh I almost forgot, there are pictures of toilets hahaha so don't flame me for them! I warned you o.O


The beach I went to for my Geography Assignment. Lady Robinsons Beach.


Here's another one. Oh sorry about my finger being on the way and stuff.. haha didn't know.


Another picture of the beach. Finger is on the way again... argh


And that is me on the left..
IM JOKING LOL!!! I ermm.. took a random pic of 2 unknown people... o.O


My two babies haha .. aren't they cuuuute!

___



And here we are at the entry of the toilets..Male are on the LEFT, Females on the RIGHT.. *cough*


Filthy, stinky, yucky toilet...it may look clean, but don't be decieved..err *shivers*


EWW .. haha .. lolololz... someone doesn't know how to flush !?!?


And what is this ?!?! NO it isn't a VIBRATOR/DILDO .. haha ( I wish ) .. it's my lip gloss LOLz .. haha

Well that's enough for today... gotta get started on my geo assignment....

ciao!!!!!!

Comments welcome!

PS I'm kidding about the dildo thing :|

endless

PSS : btw haha took the pictures of toilets for funn .. was just checking out my new phone LOL
 
#6 DAYS ; till ....
04.26.04 (3:43 am)   [edit]


[b]Mood `[/b] ` HAPPY><br><br>______________<br><br>Guess what's coming up in the next 6 days! To my friends who don't remember ... SHAME ON YOU. My birthday's coming up!!! Joking about the 'shame on you' part, I often forget people's birthdays too ... <img src=

I already gotten my presents early. My QTek 7070 finally arrived ! All I can say is, it's bloody fucking awesome ! Now I can read fanfics anywhere I go. I love reading. If you must know, I read Harry Potter fanfiction. I can see that, I can hear that too. Will you stop laughing at me ! I said stop it .... stoooppp it .. *glares*

I also received a present from my Dad. He got me beatiful necklace, with a diamond. Can't really explain it, since I'm not into jewellery much. I mean I love them but not that of a diamond lover. I could tell my Dad asked my Mum for help to pick one out. Hehehe, I helped my Dad pick out my Mum's last Valentine gift which was a beautiful bracelet. I'm expecting my brother to give me money. He hasn't yet, how do I know his going to give me money for my birthday? I asked him of course! $50 will do, I could use to finally get some credit for my mobile hehehehe! I'll be 16 this Sunday! Saturday for those who live across the other side of the world from Australia.

I'll get some pictures up.

I went to the beach today. Lady Robinsons Beach. I haven't been to beach in a loooonnggg time. I forgot how it looked like almost.. o.O . We left at 6:010am, I know weird. But I just wanted to get my assessment task over and done with. And try and do half of it as much as possible when I get back home. I just found out it's due next Wednesday! All this time I thought it was due in ANOTHER two freaking weeks! So now I am officially doomed! Not to mention my Maths assignment that's due next week, Monday! I think it's Monday or Tuesday! Shows how unorganized I am... School starts in two days. Wednesday.
Anyway, about my trip to the beach .. ^_^
It was really peaceful. Just walking along the beach, no annoying noises, just the peaceful ocean, and maybe those occasional traffic noise! But other than that, I actually felt happy. We arrived at 7:30am. There were people already there, either exercising or fishing. t was a bit cold, but it got warmer soon. I collected two shells... LOL ! I would've gotten more but I didn't wanna carry them all the way back, since I didn't have a container or anything to put them in.

Anyway I visited the toilet, Mum had to go. When I came in the toilet it was horrible....so horrible I took pictures of it .... hahahaha. Just wanted to use my mobile. I'll post it up later. I also took pictures of the beach. (No not with me in it so you're SAFE) Every picture has a little of my finger on the way when I took it! hahaha .. woops.
I'll post tomorrow, can't be bothered connecting my mobile to the comp.

So I better go, Mum is already NAGGING me .. *sigh*

Ciao!

endless
 



______________________

.// Listed AT;

Draco/Hermione FanFic Fanlisting``Draco/Hermione FanListing The Daria Fanlisting The Morning Glory FanListing J-POP Fanlisting A Mashi MARO / Fanlisting Cold Mountain: Ada & Inman 'ship Aragorn + Arwen / Fanlisting


.// CLiQUES;

gaming goddess :: l33t gamer

.// WEBRINGS

« ? I © Photoshop # »
« † col.our ‡ »
< # HP Fan Logs ? >

:: Harry Potter r0x0rz my b0x0rz!! ::

:: Harry Potter r0x0rz my b0x0rz!! ::

:: Harry Potter r0x0rz my b0x0rz!! ::

:: Harry Potter r0x0rz my b0x0rz!! ::


I did not make these. I forgot where I got these from, so if you're reading this and you're the creator, please email me so I can properly credit. ;)